Wore blue jeans yesterday.

First time since May.

Change of season.

I miss being cold.

One of my two good friends is leaving

I have the feeling that I will never make any new ones.

Last night as I watched people chat and smile and dance and kiss I felt like a spectator in an aquarium, separated from a world completely alien to my own by a thick sheet of glass.

The rewards for continuing to be human are diminishing, the effort increasingly arduous.

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